My Future Focus - Petunia

I can’t remember the date exactly, I suppose it was in the latter part of 2006, perhaps November or December. What I recall is more my emotional status at the time and how I was feeling a sense of discouragement and disillusionment. It had gone beyond just lack of motivation, but that I had dedicated myself to investigation and discovery for many years in a field that was of little interest or understanding to but a handful of people. I realize that I’m so very common that I often confuse my own self identity with what I produce, and yet I couldn’t shake the haunting message I was sending myself, as to “just what was my point in being?”

I must have requested assistance, although objectively I don’t recall using words aimed in any particular direction, whether it was to Elias energy, or my own expanded essence. I just curled up in a ball on the couch, and debated to myself if somehow I was running low on value fulfillment.

Thoughts and ideas were floating through my mind like colored leaves in a brisk autumn wind, when I heard a faint “hello.” Not something entirely unfamiliar, but thoughts devoid of their usual concreteness. I had discovered sometime back that not all of my thought was the same. Some of my thoughts were heavy, intrusive, and seemed to fall around myself like bricks. But some thought was light and airy as though arriving on the wings of imagination itself. And those whims were so non-intrusive that I often ignored them as unimportant to the task at hand. But it didn’t just say “hello.” How curious.

And because of my curiosity I responded with a “hello,” and in a flash of inspiration I knew this was Petunia.

I was aware of a future focus of mine named Petunia from an impression Daryl had in ‘04. Daryl emailed me asking if it was alright if she confirmed this with Elias in her next session, but I didn’t feel I could connect with Petunia at the time, and had paid little to no attention to it even after Elias’ validation.

Petunia immediately expressed her delight in finally connecting with me, which from her viewpoint is a historical version of herself. I asked if she was a teacher at the Alterversity, which she confirmed, but when I asked her what she taught, she responded with “you.” She was aware that I was in a state of disillusionment, and felt thwarted in my efforts of teaching. She expressed that that was because I was not the teacher, she was. Instead I was the inventor.

That statement rang true to me as I flashed upon my life in the hue of creativity and invention. Indeed, I had always been an inventor, never satisfied with anything less than sailing to the distant shores of my own imagination. And I was still within this process in this very moment, as in the bizarre way that I invent a future focus of myself, while simultaneously she creates a past focus of herself, and they intermingle in an exchange of information beneficial to both, and as real as the reality of any experience.

She offered more information as to her time frame and circumstance. She is approximately one hundred years in my future, and her location is in the United States somewhere in the Pacific Northwest, or what I would identify as Washington State, although she clarified that the coastline is not the same as what I know, nor is the city name something that I would recognize. I did feel comforted that she was not so far into the future, that I would have a hard time comprehending her distinct viewpoint or situation. To me, a hundred years from now seems very much like my own tomorrow.

I asked her for the main difference between my here and her then, and to my surprise she responded that “the biggest difference is within self-satisfaction.” I would have thought deep space travel or flying cars, but she went on to elaborate. The importance is on individuality, where as in your present society, the majorities are dissatisfied with themselves in some manner, in her society the majority are very satisfied with the creation of themselves. And for those few, who are not, there is an understanding of what motivation dissatisfaction brings, and that it is temporary and not a lifetime sentence.

This was because they consciously participate in their physical body creation, both before physical birth and after. Each individual can communicate with their own DNA structure and cell consciousness and request within cooperation various modifications as easily as we may have our ears pierced or receive a tattoo. Any body modification that we now achieve through the belief process of plastic surgery can be done without the surgery. In fact, there is no surgery in her time frame, as it is considered intrusive and out of vogue. Every woman, if she chooses, may look like Barbie, therefore, no one does. That is way out of fashion. Instead the emphasis is on uniqueness, each individual being as creative as they can in their constant body construction.

For instance, she has chosen the genes of the tall slender Ethiopian, combined with Norwegian genes for light hair and light eyes. And she modified her blue eyes to the point that they are so light they often appear white, because she loves the contrast of light against dark. She also constantly adjusts her appearance mostly according to current trends, similar to how we would change our clothes or hairstyle.

She expressed that her life is like a constant theme party, and many people will select a certain time frame to imitate both in body structure and costume. There is a great love of history, but also the creativity to mix and match according to one’s own taste, thereby enhancing the flair for the unusual.

They don’t eat as much as we do, often going for days without food or any expression of hunger. But when they do plan a meal it is considered an occasion and celebration to be shared by many. Much goes into the preparation in terms of design, and they mix and match the tastes of many cultures. The preparation of food itself is replicated instantly, and there is no need for farming or storage warehousing. So the majority of preparation is within invention of a menu, along with costumes and ambiance.

They also have a different relationship with the planet, and to chop down a tree to make boards and build a house would be considered scandalous. Instead they view the tree as a being with consciousness, and would live in the tree, or among the trees, even requesting cooperation from the trees to provide adequate living arrangements. The climate is no longer extreme, and although still somewhat variable, much more comfortable and accommodating. They do not possess a lot of “stuff” because with the Replicator there is no need to acquire. They simply create on demand, and eliminate when no longer useful in the moment, for it is available to be re-constructed at anytime from a lingering library of ideas.

After our initial conversation, I thought long and hard about the Replicator. Although I like everything she said about her situation, I was most intrigued about the Replicator itself, imagining it as a machine, perhaps microwave or even refrigerator sized. Yes, they adopted the name from Star Trek, but it is not a machine. I will share this later in my story, in the same manner that Petunia explained it to me.

Petunia composite:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lfdeale/471613303/

On our second encounter I was more prepared with questions for Petunia. I was curious about her job teaching and her connection to me. She explained that the Alterversity is not a physical place, although it is very real, it exists more like cyberspace without the use of computers. It is like an agreed meeting area in regional area 2, or dreamland. There is no formal education as we know it, but rather areas for groups of essences to meet and exchange idea and experiences, much like we do on the forum.

Education is based on desire to know and nothing is actually taught, so she is not so much a teacher as she is a collector of information that she packages like a book that isn’t written. It is a ball of data similar to Robert Monroe’s ROTE, that can be sent to an individual or individuals to unwrap and assimilate at their leisure, but no reading is required. The individual is aware of having received the ROTE, and the general theme of the information, and they can use their intuition to access the data, almost like using your memory to mine a book that you are aware you have already read. One simply trusts that the information is available and accesses through a process of direct knowing, like having an encyclopedia at your fingertips. In other words, one simply “googles” themselves.

People are generally more aware of energy and there is a increased desire to know about essence families, or the different classifications of the basic energy divisions in this dimension of physical reality. Petunia and I are basically one in the same, therefore she appreciates my efforts in the collection of information regarding essence families, color, personality, energy centers, legends of the 9, and more. She especially likes that I have included imagery and sound into my work and encourages me in this direction. She often taps into my expressed collection of data, and also my world view directly, and incorporates this into her creation of ROTES.

As an example Petunia has sent me a ROTE to peruse at my leisure. “Damn cool!” I say.

rote
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lfdeale/473675601/

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Steve wrote:

I'm very intrigued by all this post-Shift-world information! Could you
ask her about her contemporaries' understanding of this time period
that we experience now? I know that there is simultaneous time, and
that Petunia's 2107 is not the same as the 2107 that I may create if I
manage to live to be 128 years old, so her present is not necessarily
our definite future, but it will be similar, I expect. I guess my
first question is, are there people in her time who are 120-150 years
old? That's really what I'm after, I think. I want to be there and
experience that. So ask her to look me up! :)

Is there anything she can tell you about significant historical events
in the next ten years or so? You said that the Pacific Northwest coast
is different in her time. How did that happen? When did it happen?

It gave me pause when I read about the "replicator" she described. My
understanding of the Shift is that we come to know, objectively, that
we create our reality, and that we can generate any expression we want
if we have a more complete awareness of our choices in each moment.
That ability and awareness, as I understand it, is independent of any
technology that we may have. However, your future focus says that our
lack of need to acquire is rooted in having replicator technology.
Does this mean that our Shifting is partially technology-driven? If we
suddenly lost our technology, would we, essentially, un-Shift?

Oh, so many questions, so many questions... Let me know if you manage
to ask her any for me :)

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Petunia is not aware of anyone in her community that is 128 years old or older, but it is possible. Age is not a concern, and people do not identify themselves by age, or place themselves into roles based on age. Even children are not limited by age and are allowed to freely express themselves. So someone may be much older than they appear, but it is not important to know how old they are in physical years. Federal and state governments have been eliminated in favor of smaller self-governing communities, so identity paperwork is no longer needed or used, it just isn't part of the culture.
In her understanding the Pacific Northwest coast changed due to a series of tsunamis, so it was not one major event, but rather several events that caused her people to move inland and establish new smaller communities.

The replicator is available for you to use right now if you can trust yourself to that extent. Even though it is humorously named after Star Trek, it is not technology, therefore it would have nothing to do with un-shifting. It is rather a process of reality creation which they have become very adapt at.

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Tracy wrote:

Share, this is wonderful I love it! Does Petunia have pets?

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Thank you for asking this question because Petunia and I had a lengthy conversation regarding this subject that I had all but forgotten.
They do not have pets so much as they have respectful relationships with creatures. They do not take full responsibility for the care of a creature the way that we do, and creatures are allowed their freedom of expression in the same manner that humans are. So creatures choose whether they wish to interact with humans domestically or whether they wish to remain distant and wild. Creatures are enjoyed the same way the environment is enjoyed, and they bring great pleasure to daily living.

Petunia had talked about humans being able to manipulate their own genes, they are also able to manipulate in a manner the genes of animals to create something akin to designer animals. People no longer concern themselves with saving a species from extinction, like we are doing with the pandas, but rather focus their attention on new species to be discovered and named.

Petunia herself interacts with a creature that is a cross between a fox and a raccoon, and something else, that I can’t remember. She is so entertained by this animal that has the charm and mischievous qualities of a raccoon combined with the slyness and cunning of a fox. She delights in the fact that she can never guess what the creature will do next and she is constantly astonished by its unanticipated antics. She said it is about the size of a small dog, with a fluffy fox tail and the markings of raccoon including the mask, but more reddish than black. It is wild in the sense that it appears at will and loves to test her own ingenuity, so it seems to her that there is a constant contest going on.

She never tries to contain or restrict this animal in any way, but it seems to innately know when Petunia would love to have some distraction in the form of amusing entertainment and it never fails to perform in that manner in the exact moment she would most appreciate it. It communicates with her in the process of its expressed behavior, but rarely comes close enough for her to touch or pet it. She believes it is female, so she calls it “foxy lady,” but like a cat, it never comes when called, as it delights in the element of surprise.

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Steve wrote:

Thanks for the response! It would be really interesting if she could
put current events in a historical perspective, as she sees them from
her vantage point. Take the events of this decade, for example. On one
hand, you have political corruption, fear of terrorism, two-faced
politicians in every political party, and consumable products becoming
tainted for the sake of saving money. On the other hand, you have
remarkable changes beginning in our societal structure. Between
weblogs, YouTube, and the prevalence of personal computers, creativity
and free expression are being decentralized. We rely less on studios
and big business to make our creative works known, now that anyone
with a computer and an idea can make himself famous. You can see the
beginnings of a decentralized system like hers in our own daily lives.
What does she think of this period of history? And how will these
sweeping changes come about?

You mentioned that identity paperwork is no longer needed because
their culture does not value strict record-keeping due to the flexible
nature of identity and reality, or something along those lines. Still,
if she is capable of reaching out to you, she can reach out and glean
information about other individuals in remote locations in space and
time. It's not important that she look for me personally, but I'm
still curious to know whether there are many individuals alive in her
time who are alive in our time.

I hope you don't mind my analytical point of view. I find this
information fascinating, and an analytical approach is a big part of
my own value fulfillment. I'll likely continue to bombard you with
questions until you tell me to stop :)

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From Petunia's perspective she really doesn't care about the political climate in 2007, anymore than I care about the political climate in 1907. I'm aware of the political changes and movement in the early part of the 20th century, but it isn't something that I would research in any great length because it doesn't capture my attention. It isn't the political climate that interests her, but rather the individual emotional climate, and the climate of our planet as it reflected the individuals. Her interest is in the movement of the shifty kids and their participation in establishing a brand new culture of acceptance of different types of expressions, as she personally is a product of that cultural movement.

They didn't intentionally decentralize anything, it was just no longer needed and therefore eliminated over a period of time, mostly because it simply no longer worked. As shifty kids grew up it was obvious that their behavior was much different, and traditional systems like the educational system could no longer accommodate them in the same manner as before, so new methods had to be invented. It eventually evolved to the point that there is no established formal education. The same with every other major social system, such as the financial, military, and government systems. It was totally driven by the needs of shifty kids as they became adults and made modifications according to their own requirements and desires. And then those adults had kids, and they grew up and made their own modifications according to their special needs, and so on. You can change the entire planet considerably in three or four generations, and so they did.

She is Sumafi aligned and history does interest her, but more in the area of different cultures and their particular traditions, food, and manner. She likes to mine the past for ideas and styles, similar to the way we like to look at the past fashions to create new current trends. As far as she knows, yes New York City does still exist, but they utilize it differently.
Petunia says that one of most significant changes is in the realm of medicine, as their viewpoint is totally different. They modify or heal themselves from the inside out, rather than from the outside in. They understand that it is not the body that is in a state of dis-ease, it is the psyche, and the body is merely reflecting this, therefore the first thing that they do is to examine the beliefs of the individual and their personal attitudes. It as normal to them as it is to us to examine an x-ray or get a CAT scan. In this method they bring themselves back into harmony, and the body reflects accordingly. It isn't that they learned to control their DNA, it is that they learned to recreate their DNA so that their physical appearance would be more to their desire. They understand within direct knowing that there is no outside of self to contend with, it is all a projection of the subjective self or the inner state of being.

Petunia is capable of reaching out to me, because she IS me, we are two sides of the same coin, so to speak, or two different viewpoints of the same essence. Our Tumold intent is the same, but she has a Sumafi inclination, whereas I have a Sumari inclination, and we are in two different timeframes. They do have the ability to tap into anyone's world view, living or dead, but they do this gleaning of information according to their own interests and desires. If it doesn't serve her personally, she doesn't bother. She says it is possible for there to be many individuals worldwide who are over 128 years old, but she doesn't know them personally, nor she has never bothered to ask anyone their physical age. In her world, you are what you are, and labels of any sort are not preferred. Individuals have full knowledge of other focuses and their activity, therefore the individual may not find it compelling to live a long life if it isn't totally exciting and fulfilling, as they have many other choices of attention and they are very aware of it.

You may continue to bombard me with questions, but understand that often Petunia has difficulty explaining her culture to me, as I would have difficulty explaining the information highway of the 1990's to someone in 1890. Some of it just doesn't translate well.

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Elena wrote:

Sharon, I am delighted to learn via Petunia about her time frame and
some of the elements of her life. I was reminded of the book titled
The Snake Oil Wars by Parke Goodwin where he describes similar
creating like Petunia and her human sisters do. At least, I think it's
that series of books where I read it. 

Just recently I began having conversations with Estelle, a future
focus of mine living in 2136. She described clothing as made from a
type of sea plant, that all clothing is made from natural plants. Only
a little animal products are used for clothing. She lives in northern
Calif. near the water. After this conversation I asked Arkandin about
Estelle and he said it wasn't HIS Estelle. What? I was totally
surprised but when it came to me that I was speaking with another,
probable, Estelle he confirmed that it is so. Then I was confused for
some time b/c I wondered how the hell I could know WHICH Estelle I was
talking to. 

Oh, yes, the other tidbit of information Estelle (the probable or
aspect) gave me was that she is a "physician" (our term) and uses
color, sound and a type of device that uses frequencies to help people
heal. 

I first heard Estelle one night while Art and I were taking our walk.
That Estelle is the one paired with Arkandin in 2136. We spoke a
little and again on another occasion when she was at a kid's ball
game, somewhat like Little League. She has two daughters one of whom I
strongly impressioned as a current friend for whom I have long held
very warm feelings. 

I'm not sure which Estelle is the one who has been "in touch" with me
since I was a teenager. Maybe both! This double contact is
fascinating, in part because I'm giving myself twice the amount of
information. I got a glimpse, once, not long ago, of how me is the
"historical" focus for Estelle. She showed me how I am the future
focus of Chad, a "past" African focus, with whom I've had some
contact. I saw how he sees me as his future focus and that's how I see
Estelle as my future focus and me as her past. That image was a
fun and entertaining one! 

This double contact is fascinating! It's similar to the probable me of
the here and now who has a large brood of children. That Elena has six
children and still lives in California. I don't know much more than
that about her but that small piece of information explained a lot to
me about impulses and desires regarding children. Once identified
those impulses desisted.

As a teenager I held very different views about sexuality and about
religion. I remember discussions with friends and how they both
admired my views but also believed I was going to hell. Now I
know those views are my future focus' influence and they make/made so
much sense to me I never questioned them. I just thought the narrow
views many people around me held were odd and too limiting. I wondered
why in the world people thought like that.


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Petunia has mentioned also using sound and color and a device like a tuning fork for healing purposes, sometimes like emergency quick care.

Every community is unique and has its own flavor, and each is known for its specialty, whether it is food, or clothes, or product, or whatever. They often identify themselves by colors, like a school has certain colors that pertain to it. The community itself has its own definite personality that suits the residents, and this is associated with essence families. Her community is tribal in a sense, but more like a village. There are communities that have technology as its specialty, as every community reflects its residents. No two are alike.

If a person is born into a community that they don’t agree with, they are free to find another that pleases them, and this adds to the overall feeling of self-satisfaction for individuals. No one is expected to stay in any one place if they don’t want to, and this is extended to children also. Every community is more or less like an extended family, and relationships are not confined to bloodlines. Sometimes individuals move in and out of different communities just for the adventure of it.

In Petunia’s community illness, death, and birth are all considered occasions, and those who desire to participate do and often there are many. They like to participate in healing, but not in the way that we know it, as they recognize that each individual heals themselves. It is more like supportiveness. They use frequency for soothing, and often gather to sing, or chant, or even hum for the patient. There is plenty of food, conversation, and interaction, for part of the healing process is a demonstration of the zest for life.

Death is also an occasion, as death is not seen as being separation or loss. Sometimes it is like a ‘Bon Voyage’ party, where the person in the process of disengagement sort of attends his own funeral. Often an individual will choose to die alone, and if so, this is respected also.

Birth is the most favored occasion, and there could be hundreds of people gathered. A child is born to his or her parents, but it is also born to the community in general. People will gather to immediately bond with the newborn and celebration is keynote.

Parents do not restrict their children, anymore than they restrict their animals. All members of a community may participate in the raising of a child, if they so choose. It isn’t required, but available. A child is free to wander the village, and they usually begin to do so around the age of two or three, or when they first begin to express their own individuality. Children of all ages will often gather together into different groups to play or interact devoid of any adult intervention.

Sometimes a child will choose an adult that they are attracted to and bond with them if the adult is agreeable. This becomes like an apprenticeship, and the adult will show the child what he or she knows or does. This is part of the educational process, but it is not an absolute, merely a choice. But it is a choice that the child makes on his or her own according to interest.

Petunia’s community adores nature and attempts to live in concert with the environment. They refer to their community by the name of “Harmony,” as it implies the intent.


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Don’t get me wrong, I am not saying there is no technology in the future. I’m saying that in Petunia’s community they don’t use it because they don’t like a lot of ‘stuff’ around. To them it is like having an old car on blocks in your driveway. It is an eyesore. Her community is very Tumold, and they appreciate those things akin to ‘magic,’ so they found their own unique way, which they named the ‘Replicator.’

When she first talked about it, I too thought it was a machine, so I was very surprised to find out it was not. I love how she presented the idea to me.

This was six weeks after I had broken my leg and the cast was removed. I was given a brace to wear that is suppose to fit inside a running shoe, but I didn’t like that arrangement. I decided one day that what I really wanted was a pair of Dr. Marten boots, as they were originally designed for a broken leg.

I went online and googled Dr. Marten to find a vendor in the U.K. I perused their online catalog and found the exact pair I wanted. I ordered it and gave my credit card number for payment. To my extreme delight my boots were on my doorstep the very next day.

During my excitement Petunia tuned in and asked me how I thought the boots got there. I told her humorously that I thought there was a factory in a foreign country with elf workers that custom made boots out of the finest Italian leather. An elf worker must have selected my order from their warehouse, packaged them and gave them to a Fed Ex elf, who then put them on an airplane and sent them to a distribution center in the U.S. Then another elf put them on a Fed Ex truck and drove them to my house.

She laughed and said, “The factory is a belief. The elf workers are a belief. Fed Ex is a belief. Even the time lag is a belief. You can simply decide exactly what you want and have it magically appear on your doorstep in an instant. This is the Replicator. It is a process of belief.”

Then she went on to say, “This is how we eliminated money, and you are close to that now. You have a thing called direct deposit and a bankcard for direct withdrawal. Eliminate the bank belief and that’s it. Trust that your self-worth account is always full, and you may purchase whatever you want without the use of a card.”

How sweet it is.


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Katie wrote:

I have done this a number of times myself. Petunia is
quite right. It's not only possible for her, but it's
possible right now for us. I have filled my gas tank a
couple times with nothing but energy...and it was done
deliberately. I've also manifested flowers in the shop
that we didn't have...just out of thin air. Just
believed it was there to be found.
I can see without a doubt how this can work.

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Fran wrote:

This is something I've been doing recently and I am finding that for 
the first time in my life I actually "have" everything I want! Well, 
I shouldn't say "everything" - there are some things I'm saving for 
later surprises and enjoyment. I just took all last week off to do 
whatever I wanted to do and I found that I actually wanted to work 
and I enjoy the exchange of being paid to work. Imagine my surprise, 
after so many years of grumbling about having to work for a living. 
Yes, it's very sweet!


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Steve wrote:

Thanks again for indulging my curiosity. Please feel free to convey my
heartfelt appreciation to her as well. I understand the difference in
perception causing her to not particularly care about all aspects of
2007, and the difficulty in translating concepts across a century of
change. That difficulty occurred to me when I tried to explain to my
grandmother, who has never used a computer, what a "software engineer"
was.

I think my motivation in all this is to learn more about what we can
experience in the relative short-term future. From your description,
it sounds like the Shift is about future generations rebuilding old
systems to fit new paradigms. I'm selfish, though, and I want to be
part of the new paradigms, not just part of an old obsolete generation
that gets replaced by children with wider awareness than me. I want to
know what the Shift has in store for us in the next five years, the
next ten years, maybe the next twenty years. I figure that'll keep me
busy for now, before I start wondering about the twenty years after
that. I'm working in the present to make my "now" as rich and
fulfilling as possible, since I know that focusing on the present is
where we'll be able to make the most difference in our realities, but
I can't shake this craving for a peek into the future of the Shift,
even into just the next twenty or thirty years, if not the next
hundred. I can't imagine I'm the only one who feels this way.


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Petunia returns a heartfelt appreciation to you also, and she wanted to remind you that your future is up to you. You may create whatever you like in spite of what the collective does or does not do.  You may create your own future focus to assist you through the shifting process or as reassurance that there is a future. Use your imagination, for imagination is quite real.


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Fran wrote:

Your posts about Petunia are reminding me of the Malonga tribe in 
Venezuela that is already fully shifted and many of us have focuses 
there (I'm not aware whether I do or not, although if does feel very 
familiar to me). I realize it's not really "Malonga" but I'm not at 
this moment remembering the name. At any rate, I believe their 
approach to family and tribe is quite similar to what you are 
presenting here. Also the Sioux were similar in their family ties - 
each child had its biological parents but also was free to choose a 
father or mother "of the heart".


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Yes it is very similar. For I create Petunia as she creates me.  In that tribe I am a Shaman.
I think this is what you are looking for:

MALONGA ALSO KNOWN AS MAIONGONG OR YEKUANA


Ioanna: I was looking for some information on the tribe that has been nicknamed the “Malonga” by forum members, but I didn’t find any information on it, but I did find a link to a small tribe in Venezuela known as the Maiongong or Yekuana, who... they are described by South Americans as the “finished people,” meaning they have an advanced culture, is that the same tribe that we in the forum connect to as Malonga?


Elias: Yes!


Ioanna: Oh, cool.


Jeremy: And do I have a focus in the Yekuana tribe with Iona?


Elias: Yes!

Elias - 2215


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Elena wrote:

I wonder if the current flap about the reality show (to be
aired tis Fall) of unsupervised children who create their own
community is a first step toward "desensitizing" us toward this idea?
Much has been made of the 14 hour work day and the hard work each
child did. The biggest scream, though, has been about the unsupervised
element. 

Sharon said: Children of all ages will often gather together into
different groups to play or interact devoid of any adult intervention.
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Yes, I think you are exactly right.  We are perhaps experimenting with ideas about what can be created.


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Pat wrote:

I want one! (A future focus that I interact with, that is......)


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When Daryl first told me of her impression of my future focus by the name of Petunia, I had no connection to it. The name Petunia seemed strange to me, and I simply forgot about it. I think it was my emotional status at the time that sparked the interaction. I haven't recorded how helpful Petunia has been to me with her words of encouragement, and how she uses what I invent to assist her in her work, as it is so very personal. But it is definitely a two way thingy, both of us benefit from the other. 

It was Petunia that suggested to me that I don't submit to surgery after the accident. She told me she would help me connect with my own cells, and I could practice on myself. I think I'm doing very well, and I'm up and walking. I've had so many experiences with my healing method  that I haven't recorded as yet, but what a learning process it all was. Although I don't think I would want to do it again.

One of the things that I did while I couldn't walk was to re-read Seth's "The Way Toward Health." What struck me most was how supportive Seth was to Jane to the end, and yet she was unable to utilize the wonderful information he delivered. I was so grateful that I was open to it all, understood it, and sucked it in like a sponge. 

I guess there are no accidents.


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